if i could be someone, i'll choose be a schizophrenic... why? i could be what ever i wanna be... i'll be happy if i want to be happy... sad when i want to be sad... its the way i believe it would be..

so many answers for so many questions...

how could someone run away from everything and be hero in return?

how could someone be the best he/she can be?

how could someone smile and somehow hide that deep sadness?

how could someone understand when in truth she doesnt?

how could someone be up while feeling down?

how?

if you ever find out would you be that someone? would you run? would you smile? would you understand? would you be feeling up?

what would you be?

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mahirap magtago ng nararamdaman. tama nga pag ikaw n ang nasa lugar, wala na, susuko ka na din...

ni minsan ndi ko naisipan sumuko (maliban na lang sa mga mababaw na bagay, laro or acads) ... mahirap sumuko sa laban na alam mong mraming masasaktan... yung feeling mong nakasalalay sayo?

pero alam kong ndi kaduwagan ang sumuko depende un kung san kasusuko..

susuko kang lumaban dahil hirap ka na...

susuko kang ndi man lang sinusubukan...

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susuko kang sinususbukan pa lang?

iba ung sinusubikan sa lumalaban... iba din ung nahirapan ka at nagisip ka bago mahirap...

lets3 ano bang sinasabi ko?

kahit ano mang piliin m, talo ka pa din... kung skaling pinigilan mo nang masakatn ang iba... ikaw naman ang masasakatan.... kug hahayaan mong masakatn sila, masasakatan ka din...

selfish thinking....

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walang kabuluhan...